Lord, thank You for the spiritual influences in my life. Christian parents
and grandparents are such a blessing! My life is powerfully blessed because
I grew up in a praying home that studied the Bible. The church is the
source of many special blessings. How thankful I am that it stresses Your
authority and Your word. How thankful I am that it emphasizes the
importance of obedience and morality.
I am deeply grateful for my spiritual heritage. My life is constantly
touched by the hearts and minds of past generations who were devoted to
being only Christians. Though I shall never know their sacrifices, their
searching faith will always bless me.
I have grown through my study and prayer. I know that You are at work in my
heart and mind. I see things that I have never seen. My understanding of
Your principles and truths has reached new depths. The more I grow, the
more I understand. The more I understand, the more I want to grow.
As I yearn to plunge deeper into the mind and heart of Christ, I meet an
unexpected obstacle. I am shocked by areas of my faith. In some of my
spiritual places, I discover my faith trusts a religious 'system' instead of
Your Son. In those places, as my faith in Your Son grows, my 'system' feels
threatened.
So, spiritually, I find 'me' in conflict with 'me.' My 'system' declares
that I am in conflict with 'them,' and, in the past, I believed that. But
my growing faith has reached a new level of honesty. Jesus shows me that my
growing faith and my 'system' are struggling.
I cherish my heritage. I cherish the faith of my family. I cherish the
church. I cherish my understanding of the Bible's importance. I cherish my
commitment to obedience.
I also cherish Jesus, my spiritual role model. I hunger for Your
priorities. I hunger for a fuller understanding of Your will. I hunger to
love and help people as You do. I hunger to have the heart and mind of
Jesus so that helping people becomes helping the person. I hunger to be a
Christian who does good in our world because I am a child of the God who
does good in our world.
Lord, in spite of my conflict with me, help me grow. May those of the next
generation be blessed by my growing faith just as I am blessed by the
growing faith of generations past.
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