THE DARKNESS WITHIN
It is distinctly possible that every adult in this audience and most of the
teens in this audience all used a similar object this morning. In fact, it is
distinctly possibility that all adults and most teens use this similar object every
morning. In fact, we all use this object so commonly that we rarely notice it. The
only time we think about this object is when no one has one. When we have it,
we never think about it. When we do not have it, we really miss it.
I expect some of you are thinking, "No way! Many of us might use
something similar, but nothing is used by all of us." How many mirrors do you
have in your house? Do any of you have a bath room sink or a dressing area
that does not have a mirror? Is there ever a day in your life when you do not
look in a mirror?
The probability is high that you have some very good mirrors in your
home. If you want to make a room appear larger, use some mirrors. If you want
to brighten up an area, use some mirrors. Good mirrors are incredible in the
way they reflect light. Mirrors literally can destroy darkness. But, regardless of
the quality of the mirror, it only reflects light. A mirror is never the source of light.
- I want us to read together a number of passages on light, and I want
us to make the connection scripture makes between light and mirrors.
- Read with me these scriptures.
- First, note God is the source of all light, not the mirror but the
source.
James 1:17 Every good thing given and every perfect gift is from above, coming
down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shifting
shadow.
1 John 1:5 This is the message we have heard from Him and announce to you,
that God is Light, and in Him there is no darkness at all.
- Second, note that Jesus is our light because we see God
through him.
John 1:4,5 In Him was life, and the life was the Light of men. The Light shines in
the darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it.
John 1:9 There was the true Light which, coming into the world, enlightens every
man.
John 8:12 Then Jesus again spoke to them, saying, "I am the Light of the world;
he who follows Me will not walk in the darkness, but will have the Light of life."
- Third, note that Christians reflect Jesus' light into our world so
through us people see Jesus and through Jesus people see God.
Matthew 5:14-16 You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be
hidden; nor does anyone light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on the
lampstand, and it gives light to all who are in the house. Let your light shine
before men in such a way that they may see your good works, and glorify your
Father who is in heaven.
Ephesians 5:6-14 Let no one deceive you with empty words, for because of
these things the wrath of God comes upon the sons of disobedience. Therefore
do not be partakers with them; for you were formerly darkness, but now you are
Light in the Lord; walk as children of Light (for the fruit of the Light consists in all
goodness and righteousness and truth), trying to learn what is pleasing to the
Lord. Do not participate in the unfruitful deeds of darkness, but instead even
expose them; for it is disgraceful even to speak of the things which are done by
them in secret. But all things become visible when they are exposed by the light,
for everything that becomes visible is light. For this reason it says, "Awake,
sleeper, And arise from the dead, And Christ will shine on you."
- So you say to me, "Let me get this straight:
- "God is the source of light.
- "Jesus as our light reflects God to us.
- "If we are Christians, we reflect Jesus and through Jesus
people see God.
- "Are you not just stating your opinion?"
- May we allow Paul to verify that is precisely the situation. Consider 1
Corinthians 3:21-23.
So then let no one boast in men. For all things belong to you, whether Paul or
Apollos or Cephas or the world or life or death or things present or things to
come; all things belong to you, and you belong to Christ; and Christ belongs to
God.
- The Christians in Corinth had many problems.
- One reason they had problems was this: they exalted certain
people.
- They exalted these people because they did not understand the
roles of God and Christ.
- Paul explained that in the matter of salvation everything,
including spiritual teachers like Paul, Apollos, and Cephas existed
for their benefit; and they existed for Christ's benefit, and Christ
existed for God's benefit.
The simple, immediate point I want you to see and understand is this: if
you are a Christian, you are a mirror to reflect Jesus Christ.
- I want us to ask two extremely important questions and to understand
the answers.
- Question # 1: Why does God's light shine through Jesus?
- The answer given in the verses we read is consistent: the light
shines to destroy darkness.
- Question # 2: The darkness where? The darkness "out yonder"
or the darkness inside of us.
- I think most of us would quickly say both.
- God wants to destroy the darkness out there and the
darkness inside us.
- Which darkness do you try to destroy?
- May I make an observation that each of us needs to think
about very seriously: we will never effectively destroy the
darkness outside us until we are serious about destroying
the darkness inside us.
- As amazing as a mirror is in reflecting light, that mirror reflects
absolutely nothing if there is no light.
- When a good mirror reflects an intense source of light, it can
blind you--never look into a mirror that is reflecting the direct rays
of the sun.
- Take that same good mirror outside on a pitch-black night that
is completely overcast.
- In the darkness lay the mirror on the ground, back up two
or three steps, and attempt (in the dark) a complete turn.
- Then find the mirror; if you find it, it will be by feeling
because there will be absolutely no light to reflect.
- That mirror is never the source of light; it can only reflect
light.
- If we are Christians, we are never the source of light; we can only
reflect light.
- We can only reflect light to the degree that we let Jesus shine
through our lives.
- We can reflect light only to the degree that we allow Jesus to
destroy the darkness within our own lives.
- Several things cause me to be very afraid for us.
- Some of us are not even aware that there is darkness
inside of us to fight--we allow the darkness of evil to exist
inside of us without opposition.
- Some of us know there is darkness inside us, but we
have decided if we can hide that darkness from "the right
people" it is perfectly okay to keep it.
- Some of us have concluded our darkness is okay, that if
other people accept us they will just have to accept and get
used to our darkness.
- Some of us are so busy opposing the darkness "out
there" we never take time to confront the darkness inside.
- "What are you talking about?" Let me illustrate clearly what I am
saying.
- Some of us Christians have our list of big, horrible sins that as
black, black darkness are absolutely outrageous.
- This list might include things like prostitution, murder,
violence, physical abuse, obvious addictions, promiscuous
conduct, thievery--things such as those; such things are
black, black, black darkness.
- But there are other things that we might classify as
undesirable, but we would hesitate to say they were
darkness, and we surely would not say they were black,
black, black darkness.
- "What things?" Matters such as greed, deceit, prolonged
anger, ungodly words, bitterness, slander, gossip, indulging
sexual desires, drunkenness, cheating.
- If you are really concerned about letting Jesus' light
destroy the darkness inside, see which of those lists are
resisted the most in the epistles.
A few days ago Brad received an e-mail I want to share with you. No
confidentiality has been violated, and no, I do not read Brad's e-mail. I do
not know who sent this e-mail and have made no effort to find out. Brad
received permission from the person for me to share it with you. All I know
about the person is this: it is a teenager above 15 years old. This teenager
has attended this congregation all his or her life.
- This is the message:
"Okay I know I said I was going to try to come by this week ... but I can't. I have
tried to make room but I am booked all week it seems ... ah ... I feel like I am about
to fall into a bottomless pit and I don't think I am going to be able to get
out ... ever.
How in the world am I going to get out of this messy room when I don't even
know whose room this is anyways. How will I know even where everything goes
and goes precisely? I am scared of getting yelled at from someone for doing the
job wrong let alone just the job. I do not know that I can clean another room
besides the room I am in right now ... but how do I get to that room when I can't
even see the door to this room I am in ... I am confused again and I don't know
where to begin ... the fog had fallen and the dew is setting ... the temperature is
dropping and hearts are getting colder as well ... I don't know where mine
belongs. I don't know where to store it ... who to give it to or whatnot.
I don't know if you understood that but I hope you do ... later."
- I doubt any teenager here above 15 has any difficulty
understanding that letter.
- I am confident that a number of adults honestly would ask,
"What was that teenager saying?"
- I want to share with you an insight, not a statement of confrontation or
an argumentative statement, but an insight.
- We as adults are grieved deeply because so many of our
teenagers leave the church when they become adults.
- Those of us who still have children at home are terrified that our
children might decide to do the same thing in the years ahead.
- My insight: our children do not see us using the light God gives
through Jesus to fight the darkness inside ourselves.
- We have focused so much energy on fighting the "darkness out
yonder" that we individually do not even look at the darkness within
ourselves.
- When something forces us to peek at the darkness in our own
lives, we are far more likely to justify the darkness than we are to
use Jesus' light to attack the darkness inside.
- And our children see it and know it; they hear us tell everybody
else how to fight the darkness out yonder; and they see us unable
to shine the light on our own personal darkness.
- So when they confront darkness in their own lives, they have
absolutely no idea of how to fight it, and the church as they know it
suddenly becomes very irrelevant in the battle against personal
darkness.
Some of you are a source of great personal joy and encouragement.
Some of you understand that the first battlefield in the war between good
and evil is the battlefield of the darkness inside self. Some of you
understand that the only way to fight the darkness inside is with the light
of Jesus. Some of you realize that to become lights to the world, we must
constantly fight the darkness within. We are mirrors who reflect Jesus
Christ. If we do not fight the darkness within, our mirrors have nothing to
reflect. When we use the light to fight our own darkness, we shine Jesus'
light in our world as well as in ourselves.
David Chadwell
West-Ark Church of Christ, Fort Smith, AR
Morning Sermon, 28 October 2001
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